I may look dumb, but i dont live far away from home for nothing

Seriously, aku mmg la nmpk cm bodoh. Aku mls nk ambik kisah psl bnda yg aku rasa xda kena mengena dgn aku..so, bla aku ckp aku xtau,bukan mksd nya aku xtau...aku tau cuma aku mls nk masok cmpur psl org. So, x pyhla nk ckp aku ni xtau pa2..Ko ckp mcm tu as if aku ni bodoh sgt nk fhm psl hidup ni. Ko sape? Setakat ko kenal aku dr kecik n ko ingt aku ni naif sgt psl hidup, xyhla ko nk judge aku n bg malu aku kt dpn org ramai. aku mmg xde function utk sape2 dlm life ni. but i try my best to be somebody so that one day, people will respect me for what i really am. Dh cukup aku rasa aku ni menyusahkn mak ayah sbb aku std jaoh dr umah n parents have to send me money every week so that i can eat, u dont have to make it even worst. aku moral down gle kot sbb apa yg ko ckp.

aku ambik iktibar dr apa yg jd kt kwn aku. experience ni bukan limit utk pengalaman yg ko experience sndri. mcm2 la jd dlm hidup aku ni, x pyh ckp la pe. apa lg yg org x pnah buat kt aku? mntak jaoh la yg plek2..tp setakat ni, aku dh rasa mcm2 cara org treat aku. ko ingt aku ni bodoh. ko ingt aku ni budak yg kalo pg hentak kepala kt dinding aku bley ckp 'aku nk lg,aku nk lg'.

jgn la drag boyfren aku skali. biarla de nk mcm mat skema pon. kaco hidup ko ke? ko bangga la kalo kwn dgn samseng muka parut2? tolong la..aku dh tau byk sgt org cmtu sbb pe aku nk bkwn dgn org2 cmtu? jgnla judge org ko x knal lgsg..cukupla ko buat kt aku. sakit ati aku. sian kt boyfren aku kot. ko x knal de,jgn ckp mcm2. hormat la sket. ko tu dh tua. hidup pon bukan betol sgt kalo ko nk ukur hidup ko dgn laptop yg ntah pape n hp ko yg canggih tu, u dont have to. i know people who are better than you. FAAAARRRRRRR BEEETTTTEEEERRRRRRR THAN YOU.

i dont like to talk nonsense. if i want to say this on your face, i can. it's just that i respect you as a person who i have known for so long and you are older than me. i hate you seriously. do you think that people care about what you? you are just an attention seeker.

i know im not like anybody else. i dont have nice cellphone or laptop or what so ever. i dont know how to drive. i am totally useless. you dont have to make it worst. why do you have to care what music i listen to. you have a guitar but you dont know how to play a guitar; that is so stupid.

i hate you. i hate you. i want to finish my study so badly so that i can prove to you that i can survive by my own without anybody's help. you dont know what i have been through living away from home and you can say that i know nothing?????????

mampos ko lg bagos!